Days without you, moron!

You know how was my day without you ?The feeling of emptiness ?One word ''HELL'' ! Suddenly, you ask me ''Do you love me?" Haha. What on earth do you think asking such a dumb question. I love you and I'll love you no matter what it takes even it will hurt me. Don't ever doubt my feeling towards you darling.

This date. Do you remember ?

06 march 2013, 28 April 2013, 25 and 28 May 2013 (memorable date)

Heart to heart

If you want to know how am I here, I'm just fine . Thankyou any way. haha. I see you everyday here, I know you was happy because your picture at my phone show that you always happy. I miss the moment you smile in front of me. Now, I only can see you smile through your picture on my phone.

Sweetheart

How was your day love ?I miss you so bad Amalina :( I HATE THIS FEELING HONESTLY but what more I can do when you've made me falling deeply in love with you. 

The background of my page is named as Amalina. She's the one that I could die waiting for. Haha

I'm missing you over here. I wish you know it :( 

Just wish

I wish I have someone to talk to right now. I got too many problem now and I don't know where I've to talk to clear it out from ma mind. Everything get worst everyday even I've live in the middle of the jungle. 

Moment of time

As usual, I'll wake up at 3 a.m in the morning waiting for her call like before. I'll wait for an hour then nothing's happen. I thought I was dreaming. Then I slapped my face and told my heart that "she'll never call you. She have her own life that very meaningful to her. So why do you stay ?" Then someone inside answer it back "because she worth for it" 

Dear love

How are you ?

What are you doing now ?

Have you take your diner?

Is everything fine ?

How's your school ?

I just wanna say, wherever you are, whatever you do just take care. I'm waiting for you :'(

Karma ?

I do believe in karma. But, sometimes it confusing me. Is them really hit a right person in a right place ?Hahaha. Okay, here is my point. I always failed on my relationship with a girl. But, its not my fault so far. Haha. I truly love them. I've been in real relationship twice. Both of it, the girls leave me behind. Let me alone with tears. Taking away my soul and strength. I don't why. I'm not mad with karma, I just confused. And I'm not mad also to the girls, because I know I'm the one who choose that way and the stupid thing is when I fallin' love, I fall hard :(

Hear me, please!

The wind knocks on the window,
Over the room as small as me,
Twinkling stars so beautiful,
Filling the room with love,
Don't be hurt,
Caressing my wound gently, 
Embracing me too sleep, 
Crawling to me like a dream,
My little star up high dazzling my eyes, 
Shining brightly falling on my shoulders,
Don't be sad anymore,
Holding my hands tightly and caressing my wound gently,
It embraces me warmly,
Too hurt for my legs to walk,
Eyes so blurry with tears,
Before, love never meant for me,
I'll keep smiling!
Dear moment with you buried deep in my heart,
Like those stars embroidered in my eyes, 
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER :(

She said

Your girlfriend changed her mind, right ?Did you really love her ?then ask yourself. But I think you didn't! If you really love her, you should let her go. If not, then it's not love. Stop this! and go back to the base as real man. A person like you should learn more about love. If you want to learn then you should keep living!

Negotiate

If you leave me

Remember this pretty

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Waiting you, Just you!

The code

9.N.Y - I need you 

S.S.4.3 - Stay Still Loving you

9.M.Y - I Miss you

"These codes is use for someone who want to say something to his beloved partner but he don't want to show what they really want to say" - Hendry.K

Promises

"You may forget me but please don't forget our memories"

Dying

For my cousin, yesterday is a memorable day for him and his wife. The wedding are symbol of their love. Families around the city come to celebrate together and praying for their wedding are long lasting. In malay we say as ''Setia hujung nyawa'' like that. Haha. For me, yesterday also is very fantastic moment. Its just for 30% over 100%. haha. I was break up by my very beautiful girlfriend. Hahaha. I do crying, yeahh! no lie. Its just too hurt you know, too hurt. I send her a morning text, she reply with breaking up text. I never felt like that before because I never in love. such her love you know. She is very funny girl, easy to get weird together, lover even sometimes make me mad. haha. But I do love her than anyone I have loved before.  I'm not to perfect, I don't know which part that I'm doing wrong. I really really fucking damn love her. Maybe, she cant see that because we are just to far away. We never dated yet. But we don't have to do that when it comes to love.