Walking hard

My life in ruins right now i think ;/

Bad and Sad day is Today

Urggghhhhhhhhhhhh ! *angry*

My Father wont give me money for fee me back home for my bestie birthday Party . So suck !
Im bored here (My village) , no friends , nothing to do . just listening to "Cutest" Family talking about dotnt ever be friend with bad guy . then i just blaa.. blaa.. blaa..

Hahahahahahhaahhahahaha.....(Im just laughing to let out my bored)

This another problem . hahahaha .

Im a guy but i dont bold to say "I Love U" to one girl that i felt in love . But , i think she not mine . She beatuful and so cool but she's so gabby that she's fat although she's slim . hahahhaa . that why i fell in love with her . But , today , i asked her ....

me : are u really got boyfie ?

she : If 'yaaa' y ? *then she laugh*

me : *im ask gain* do you ?

she : what u think ? am i ?

me : i dont know cz im far away from u .

 she : If yaaa . what u want ?

me : then , its mean "yaaa" u got boyfie .

she : *not replying*

Hahahahahhahhaa . Im not brave to say that I love Her . Maybe she's not my destiny . I had passed this situation 'Twice'. Damn it!Today is a bad and sad dayy . I cant go my friend's birthday party and can say bout my feeling to her :')

But mamny people say that..

"You love Her Doesnt mean You must with(couple) her"

Bout sadness