Moment of time

As usual, I'll wake up at 3 a.m in the morning waiting for her call like before. I'll wait for an hour then nothing's happen. I thought I was dreaming. Then I slapped my face and told my heart that "she'll never call you. She have her own life that very meaningful to her. So why do you stay ?" Then someone inside answer it back "because she worth for it" 

Dear love

How are you ?

What are you doing now ?

Have you take your diner?

Is everything fine ?

How's your school ?

I just wanna say, wherever you are, whatever you do just take care. I'm waiting for you :'(

Karma ?

I do believe in karma. But, sometimes it confusing me. Is them really hit a right person in a right place ?Hahaha. Okay, here is my point. I always failed on my relationship with a girl. But, its not my fault so far. Haha. I truly love them. I've been in real relationship twice. Both of it, the girls leave me behind. Let me alone with tears. Taking away my soul and strength. I don't why. I'm not mad with karma, I just confused. And I'm not mad also to the girls, because I know I'm the one who choose that way and the stupid thing is when I fallin' love, I fall hard :(

Hear me, please!

The wind knocks on the window,
Over the room as small as me,
Twinkling stars so beautiful,
Filling the room with love,
Don't be hurt,
Caressing my wound gently, 
Embracing me too sleep, 
Crawling to me like a dream,
My little star up high dazzling my eyes, 
Shining brightly falling on my shoulders,
Don't be sad anymore,
Holding my hands tightly and caressing my wound gently,
It embraces me warmly,
Too hurt for my legs to walk,
Eyes so blurry with tears,
Before, love never meant for me,
I'll keep smiling!
Dear moment with you buried deep in my heart,
Like those stars embroidered in my eyes, 
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER :(

She said

Your girlfriend changed her mind, right ?Did you really love her ?then ask yourself. But I think you didn't! If you really love her, you should let her go. If not, then it's not love. Stop this! and go back to the base as real man. A person like you should learn more about love. If you want to learn then you should keep living!